Thursday, April 3, 2008
i'm feeling terrible,horrible.really.
it wasn't the same anymore.
everything which was once there,wasnt anymore.
everything was whirling,nothing just seem to be right.
even the listening ears,you who was once there.
wasn't anymore,the same thinking wasn't even the same.
everything just confused me & all you did is just left me there.
thinking it was my fault for everything,but have you ever tried to at least understand me?
wanting me to actually follow your order,butbutbut. . .
have you really spare a thought for me?
do you know what,everything just went like so wrong.
i feel idk-how-to-describle-kind-of-feeling after that thing today.
it just snapped me badly,really.
dont ask me why,it just affect me real badly?
but all you ever say wasn't any concern at all.
know what?
i wont be defeated.
i would try to be satisfied with what i have.
& guess what,i believe.
without your presence i'll try to be stronger.
with truckloads of love ♥